I think I’m not going to repair all links if you wanna go somewhere then search for it, ok?
I haven’t blogged for a while partly because of a trip I had. I went to Imatsalu near Tartu on Friday. I went with my Mum to visit her godmother. She’s an old lady with lot of memories. She happen to forget some everyday things but can remember herself at six years old and even details! Well she has had difficult life. She lost her mother when she was just over ten and went throw two wars, that’s what killed her mother. Most of her life she has lived being poor, sometimes there wasn’t even enough food you know. Even she’s Estonian she had to live somewhere in Russia, during wars Russian and German soldiers were very cruel, they tried to take away few domestic animals they had and thanks to her ability to speak different languages they didn’t lose all, but imagine when about nine year old girl goes with a bottle of alcoholic drink and talks to important soldier to get back her cow…really strange situation. If someone is interested in that kind of memories then ask me, I can’t describe all here. Yesterday we came back to spend night at Grandma’s place. I went to sauna which I haven’t done in a long time. I mean there are two saunas at Health Center but it was real one like Estonians used to have even few centuries ago. It made me feel so great, after of course it was too warm feeling so I went outside though I had wet hair. It’s just few metres from door of house to door of sauna you know. Not mentioning that she lives in old wood house where are three flats and then hers. Their garden is also so great. Granny wanted to give us few jasmines but Mom didn’t want to because of smell (in bedroom), I regret I didn’t took some now. For some time I have had troubles with microphone I bought, but I got it to work finally, it just record sound very quietly, but at least it records something. Ok, it’s enough read others’ blogs too ;)

Oughhh, all other text disappeared…just like that without no reason. Horrible. So the most lightest time of year is over from now on it’s going to be darker and darker. I really don’t like that. Few days I discovered some CD-s inside cupboard so I’m going to try now what is going to happen when I insert them, bye!
Later…
Seems I got the text back but all links are still gone.

Bit late but I had math exam today so I had to study yesterday but here they are What-ifs .
1. What if you had to choose whether to die in one week, or, starting tomorrow, live your life backwards until you cease to exist (meaning, you wake up tomorrow and it was two days ago, and the next day it was three days before that, and so forth, through your entire life, until before you were born)?
I’d chosse second one, cause there are plenty wonderful things I have done and it would be nice to relive them. I’ve got just one doubt: what if it doesn’t feel the same any more? At least you know what’s happening next and feel safe. Another reason is that I feel I want to do so much before dying.
2. What if you had to choose whether to die tomorrow, or live out the rest of your life as a tree?
Tree? What tree? Where? Next to what? Can I communicate with other plants and animals? Would it happen in good environment? Would it be sure that someone don’t cut me off? If I can choose my type, place where to grow, communication, good environment and know that I won’t be cut off then I would live as a tree.
3. What if you had to choose whether to, starting next week, live out the rest of your life alone in Antartica (with enough supplies to last but zero hope of rescue or escape) and be allowed one day of “going home” per year, or agree to go with the friendly aliens that landed in your backyard to explore other worlds for the rest of your life without ever once returning for even a visit?
They are so equal! But friendly aliens would be more interesting. Who knows maybe it is possible to find great friends out there on other planets? So what if they are aliens? Don’t really care.
4. What if you had to choose whether to be imprisoned five days per week for the rest of your life, or contract sudden, incurable amnesia, and never remember who you really were or see anyone you loved again?
Don’t think I don’t care about my close ones, but you can always find new people to get friends with. But I would choose amnesia only if I would have great memory after that one time. If I have no memory at all I’d prefer to be imprisoned.
5. What if, upon your death, you had to choose whether to unsuccessfully roll that big boulder up that hill in Hell for eternity, or simply cease to exist?
Not good at english, could someone explain the question in easier words?

Ei ole sellist suvetunnet :(. Kaks eksamit kah veel ees. Noh, aga mida ma pabistan, läbikukkumine on ju ebatõenäoline. Kui seda ei juhtunud selle nõmeda esta eksamiga, siis ei saa ka mata ja keemiaga juhtuda, või kuidas?